3rd time's the charm

I keep telling myself to use hurtful words but I know that the mature thing would be to let it go. I am a believer in 2^nd chances and sometimes even 3^rd. But recently I’ve realised that some people don’t even deserve that. John Lennon said, “Part of me thinks I’m a loser, the other part thinks I’m God Almighty”. I’m pushing myself to feel good again but that one person still stands in the way. The sad part is there isn’t even an excuse, not an apology or a decent reason for hurting someone you so called “care about”.  You can’t just throw around the “L” word and think that it makes everything okay. We say “all you need is love” but maybe we just need love from the right person. But I don’t want to be someone whose world stops spinning because they were hurt by someone. No one deserves to be treated the way I was but I’ve realised now that I’m strong enough to tell him to shove it up his ass!